Monday, December 31, 2012

A King Fisher & The Father

Recently, a couple of events have struck me as having deeper, metaphorical and spiritual meaning.  It was as though I was chosen to undergo these experiences so that I might learn something more of the Father’s character.  Here I will describe one of those events, this one in relation to a King Fisher….

Returning from my weekly (albeit loathly) trip to the grocery store in my car, I spotted a bird perched in the middle of the road.  Being an animal lover (or perhaps just a half-decent person), I slowed down to allow him time to fly off to the bush area to the left of the road.  I assumed he had his home somewhere in the greenery of the cemetery that sprawled across some acres on the opposite side of the road to my flat.   Having climbed further up the deep incline of the road now, I glanced in my rear view mirror to confirm his get-away was successful: it wasn’t, he hadn’t moved at all.

I quickly pulled into my usual parking spot on the bank in front of the flat, and then ran back down before any other vehicles approached.  As I walked up to him, it struck me odd that no one had come along or even that I was lucky enough to find him now, still intact seemingly; what if I’d bought one more item at the store?  I could have been too late.

As I meet him in the middle of the road, I could tell that at the very least he’d been stunned by a vehicle, hence his lack of trying to get away.  I gave him a little nudge in the rear with the edge of my jandal, still he made no attempt to flee.  That is when I noticed the blood.  Still no vehicles entered the scene; the bird and I were very much alone, and his only hope of getting through this was by my intervention (call me Bird-Rescue Lady if you will, my closest friends can testify this was not my first rescue for a feathered friend).

It struck me some hours later that God is like this for us, in our times of need.  He sees our accidents, our falls, our being struck down from time to time in the journey that is life and he seeks to be there right by our side during these difficult times.  For me, there have been times in my life when I’ve felt like I was unable to cope with the problem at hand, and no matter how many people I confide in and share with, the heaviness of the situation still encompasses me.  During a wave of overwhelming emotion, I’d fess all to God in a rather blunt and ineloquent manner.  God, being of His define character, doesn’t stomp up to us post-confession, grab us by the arm and declare “Excuse my interruption, but you’re coming with me”.  Nor does he deliver us immediately from all our troubles, disavowing the time-consuming healing process.  No, like my prompting of the small bird on the road, He gently nudges us in the right direction, and then waits.

I wonder too if God looks down on us, like I did with the bird, and admires His creation.  The adornment of this simple creature was remarkable, with a chest of white against a bright bluey-green colouring on his back and wings, like the many shades visible on the ocean surface, and completed with a pointedly sharp black beak.  He is King Fisher, alike to his own kin, as we are to each of our races.  The number of different species of birds in this world is extensive, each with their own common colours, sizes, markings and tendencies.  God, in spite of His own greatness and bigness, must have spent considerable energy designing each of these unique bird species, as small and as infrequently appreciated as they are.  It is overwhelming just to consider that this is but one type of animal on this earth.  How much work too must God have spent working on man, made in his own image, some similar in colour, features and size to others, but each unique in soul and spirit?  Perhaps from time to time He looks down on us, from a great height, and recalls his reasons and hopes for making each of us.
 


You’ve got my good side, so admit it – I am quite something.

 
 

*Illustration may not necessarily reflect one of God’s personal designs
 

 
As I headed inside, injured bird wrapped in cloth in one hand, I reached for an empty cardboard box stashed in my room and gently placed him in it. All the time, I felt a sense of urgency, like I was on a personal mission to help the bird, to save him from the injuries of his accident, that he might be restored to his former glory. Truth be told, even though I had no former connection with this creature, I cared for his outcome. I had stood over him and glared down on him but once, my mind flickering to thoughts of his beauty as mentioned earlier, and in half a second imagined what he was missing: his home, perhaps with others of his kind, in a lush tree and surrounding nature, all providing him with needs met to live a good life. Comparatively, God is more than this to us. He knitted us together in the womb, He watches us grow, both physically, relationally and spiritually in Him. He knows when we are awake, he knows when we sleep, and He knows where we belong - be it temporarily- in this world. My caring for the bird has nothing of God’s caring for us.
 


Alright, the connection isn’t impossible, but only in 3D-animation is it likely..

 
Again returning to my earlier suspicion that I had been chosen to help this bird, I knew exactly what the protocol was to get him the help he needed beyond what my hands could provide.  Reaching for my mobile phone, I scrolled through my list of contacts looking for a contact I’d labelled ‘Bird Rehabilitation Centre’.  A few months earlier, when my phone was temporarily playing up, I’d scrolled through each of the individually entered contacts deleting those who I no longer required.  I vividly remembered contemplating for a moment whether or not to keep the Bird Rehabilitation Centre’s number on my phone; it wouldn’t have been hard to retrieve off the internet after all.  Now I was glad I’d kept the number on there – again, it was although it was more than coincidence.

This too draws parallels to us in our times of need.  God can place specific people with specific resources, knowledge or words around us in our times of trial.  Sometimes those people are merely stepping stones, as they seek to join us with others who can do more to help in our particular circumstances.  Yet each person is necessary and relevant in this chain of connections that helps us during our time of need.



God will give us resources and means to help others, if we are willing.
 

 
Phoning the Bird Lady was a bit like phoning for an ambulance.  I had wondered what I would do if she wasn’t home, or if no one answered.  But she picked up within a couple of rings and quickly dispensed the information I needed for getting to her house.  It was a fair drive, half an hour at least, half of which was along deserted country roads to where she resided out in what I term “the sticks”, as beautiful as it is (look, some of those areas are not yet broad-band enabled, I rest my case).  Part of me thought the bird wouldn’t make it.  As I lay him down in the box, he’d rolled on to his back, with his legs in the air and I’d thought for a moment that he was gone.  On closer inspection, his chest was still rising and falling, so I continued  closing up the box, leaving a small enough space for air to get in, but not enough to assist in any possible escape tactics.

By the time I pulled in to the country property, he’d begun to perk up a little.  He sat in a normal perch-like position in the box now, and seemed notably content, as though he gaged my intervention as no threat at all and fully trusted me to take care of him.  I was rescuer, utilising my accelerator and driving skills, checking the road map periodically; his role was simply to sit and wait to arrive at the required destination.  Perhaps we could learn something from this little bird in terms of trust; let go and let God is all very well in theory, but to actually sit there serenely and know for sure all will be taken care of is a different matter.

Like anyone who has journeyed through the healing process, time was required in order for the King Fisher to be fully restored.  With one wing slightly torn away, he was limited in what he would be able to do for a while.  With each day, those who are scathed, physically or emotionally, begin to regain strength and skills needed to survive in this world we live in.  Like the King Fisher though, we often need the assistance of others around us, that we might utilise their intervention to better equip us on our journey.  The Lord can place others in our paths to help with a specific struggle, or a particular season, because, like even the humble King Fisher, each of us needs help from time to time.  No one is destined to be an island; no one is destined to always go it alone.

-Wendie

Matthew 10:29; NIV
“Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs on your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows”.

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